Zi'da 11th
Ivy could feel the sharp burn in her lungs as she "raced" down streets. Honestly she couldn't really run, so it was more of a brisk walk. A stack of papers were nestled in her arms and a bottle of ink ended up having to be shoved into the front of her shirt with quiet literally no where else to put it. Why didn't she bring a bag? Oh right, she was too poor to afford a bag! For being a noble poverty was far too familiar a friend. With the stack of papers pressed against her chest and her head tilted downwards she was pretty much running blind, which was always a stupid thing to do. Especially stupid for clumsy people, a group of beings in which Ivy had a high rank. She could trip over air itself if she didn't pay attention, it was no trouble what so ever tripping over rocks, ramming into other people, or even running into walls. She hadn't always been this clumsy. She also hadn't always been so useless, once upon a time she knew how to fight and she had accurate if not amazing coordination. She had enough balance and skill to haul herself into the places where parents tended to hide sweets. Or more so annoyed servants hid sweets when she kept getting into them. Ivy also remembered learning how to pick locks at one point to get into the cabinets holding those sweets, but that was yet another skill she'd completely forgot after putting up multiple walls and crawling so far into a shell few could drag her out with all their strength. If anything people trying to coax her out of the protective walls only made her retreat further. Speaking of clumsy and ramming into people, something along those lines was bound to happen when she wasn't paying attention to where she was going. She just didn't expect that specific event to happen though. She felt her body crash into someone else. She might have knocked someone over, if it wasn't for the fact she weighed as much as a breeze. Instead after she slammed into whoever it was she tumbled to the ground. She didn't look up, she couldn't tell if the person she ran into fell over or not, though honestly considering the fact she couldn't run very fast (if her sped up walk could even be called a run) and she weighed the same as a feather she highly doubted it. If anything running into someone else caused more trouble for her than it did them. Her papers scattered about and she rushed to grab them before the wet seeped into them. A little wet would be okay, she could dry them when she got home. But if all her papers got soaked, well then she would be starving this season.
"I'm so sorry," she repeated a couple of times while she rushed about trying to grab her papers. "So very, very sorry. I didn't mean to cause any trouble. The panic in her voice was evident. The quiet warble was layered with fear so much so that it sounded almost like a plead for her life. Of course that was how everything sounded coming out of Ivy's mouth, but it could come off as a little strange to a stranger. Especially kinder ones who honestly meant no ill intent. "I'm sorry, so, so sorry," she repeated once more in a panicked rush. Finally she righted herself standing straight backed and looking at the man in front of her with nothing but fear in her watery blue eyes. She pressed the papers she was able to retrieve against her chest covering up her pendant. Her eyes opened even wider the fear becoming doubly evident. A small amount of gray flashed into her eyes. The realization of just who she managed to ram into hit her like a brick wall. She whimpered quietly. Ivy was a noble, she'd be damned if she didn't recognize another noble when she saw one. It just made things all the more worse for her mental state. Ivy could no longer produce words. She clamped her jaw shut tight shrinking slightly in on herself and taking a step back.
She tried to force out another sorry, but all she produced was a pathetic squeak. She was trying to ward off any shaking or crying she was tempted to do. Even though she wanted to crumble under the weight of the simple encounter she knew that she had to be strong. That was why she came to this city after all, to be far from home and the place where that event transpired. To be in a place where she might once again become strong, if not strong then to become an actual person instead of a husk. If she was lucky this man wouldn't even know who she was, the entire encounter would pass by painlessly. She dropped her right hand to her side discreetly pinching her thigh. The sharp jolt of pain helped her get herself under control. "O-once again, I'm so s-s-sorry sir," she said dipping her head slightly. She hoped he would just take the apology and allow her to leave. But fate didn't seem like it was going to be kind today.
