He sighed and dipped his head as she called him a monster, an abomination, all things he had heard before. "Of all people Faith, I thought perhaps you would understand my pain. I killed a man who was cruel, no different from Famula's followers killing necromancer's indiscriminately and it haunted me every night after, I was not made to be a killer but I did for love." His hands rested on the steps next to him and he looked at the sniffling but defiant mess in front of him, a woman he had doubted he would break. "If I knew that do you think I would be here? If I could just ask her do you really think I would do all this, I don't know why she killed her because she did nothing wrong, perhaps your Famula is not as perfect as you thought."
Then he was taken by surprise as she reached for him and spoke of him taking his own 'life' away, to see her then. Her hand moving towards his face, slowly and carefully. His jaw tightened and as her skin came into contact with his he felt a wave of dizziness for a brief trill. In that very moment as she tried to stop his power he saw someone else before him, he saw the blonde hair and white skin as his power faltered for a slight moment he saw the one he loved and missed so dearly that it broke his heart to speak of her.
His composure regained quickly and he scurried backwards up the stairs and away from her. "What are you doing?" The image had felt so real for him and he felt so alone again, it had not been Faiths intention but as his power had faltered so had his concentration and his mental stability a bit more.
He did not give her time to answer his question and stood, looking at her and shaking his head more clear. "If it were so simple I would see her but she won't come to me, she won't tell me the truth because whatever it is she believes it so bad that only she can do it. She seems to have taken it upon herself to be judge jury and executioner, rewarding those for murdering my kind no matter what we are like." Alexander growled strangely and cleared a lump from his throat.
"I just want to know the truth, is that so bad, what I have done to try and find it is monstrous and I do not deny what I have become but I will never accept it was my fault and I will never stop until I know the answer." He squatted again, before the raven haired prisoner. "So tell me, will you answer my question?"
Then he was taken by surprise as she reached for him and spoke of him taking his own 'life' away, to see her then. Her hand moving towards his face, slowly and carefully. His jaw tightened and as her skin came into contact with his he felt a wave of dizziness for a brief trill. In that very moment as she tried to stop his power he saw someone else before him, he saw the blonde hair and white skin as his power faltered for a slight moment he saw the one he loved and missed so dearly that it broke his heart to speak of her.
His composure regained quickly and he scurried backwards up the stairs and away from her. "What are you doing?" The image had felt so real for him and he felt so alone again, it had not been Faiths intention but as his power had faltered so had his concentration and his mental stability a bit more.
He did not give her time to answer his question and stood, looking at her and shaking his head more clear. "If it were so simple I would see her but she won't come to me, she won't tell me the truth because whatever it is she believes it so bad that only she can do it. She seems to have taken it upon herself to be judge jury and executioner, rewarding those for murdering my kind no matter what we are like." Alexander growled strangely and cleared a lump from his throat.
"I just want to know the truth, is that so bad, what I have done to try and find it is monstrous and I do not deny what I have become but I will never accept it was my fault and I will never stop until I know the answer." He squatted again, before the raven haired prisoner. "So tell me, will you answer my question?"

