75th Trial, Ashan, Arc 718
Westguard, West of Etzos
18th break
Westguard, West of Etzos
18th break
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"You found out by listening, didn't you?"
"Found what out?"
Kasoria made a face that suggested he wasn't impressed by the efforts of a child, attempting to bamboozle him. Martyn scratched the back of his neck and looked away, but eventually he sighed and faced his father again. The boy learned quickly.
"... yes."
"Top of the stairs, hmm?" Now Martyn gave him a look like he was some sort of wizard, and Kasoria couldn't help but chuckle. "Last night, when me and your mother were talking. As I left, I heard your door close." He leaned forward, voice dropping a conspiratorial octave. "Next time, just freeze where you are. Less chance of someone spotting you, if you're already hidden."
"I... ok-"
"Not that you'll be eavesdropping anymore, hmm?"
"Oh... no, no, of course not... father."
The word... it was like the breeze that followed it. A breath of air given sound, but it was finally real. It buzzed against his ear and wormed its way into his mind as they sat under the tree. Looking down at Westguard, readying themselves for the walk back home. Now the suggestion of night had become a promise. Kasoria saw tiny figures, bustling or ambling, walking or trotting or cantering, animal and man alike and he cared for none of them. He could have stayed on that hill for an age, with his son, in that tiny space and time where they could be just that to each other.
But it could not last. Night was falling.
"I'll make you a deal... son," he said, and tried not to stumble over the word. Nor the fact he'd never said it out loud before. "You stay on your best behavior, you stay out of trouble..."
His mouth was suddenly so dry. He'd been mulling over the problem for long since before they'd got to the hill that trial. The boy wanted to be a soldier now, and a bard a season or so before... who was to say what his fancy would turn to in another season, or arc? But who the boy would become was beginning to harden, and Kasoria could see that. He was an arc or two away from that turbulent, terrible time when all the strength and drive and ambitions of manhood would be thrust into him at once. Not just making him taller and stronger, but more reckless, more ill-tempered.
Without a direction for that, he feared what would happen to his son. So... yes... he made his decision.
"... we'll see about you becoming a soldier."
For a few moments, he assumed the boy had run off. There was nothing but sharp silence and when he looked over, well, he wasn't gone, but he might as well have been. Young, soft features were hung slack in shock. Rufus had perked up and was looking quizzically at his human, wondering if something had gone dark in his primitive primate mind. Finally there was a rush of air into small lungs and Kasoria started talking a moment too late-
"Now, that's only-"
"Really? You mean it?!"
"Yes, I do, but list-"
"I promise I'll be god I really will I won't get in any trouble-"
"Marty?!"
The boy's jaw snapped shut. Rufus' ears dropped. Kasoria cleared his throat and gestured for the boy to sit. He scampered over and sat next to Kasoria, looking up at him in that unnerving, trusting way children always do at their parents. He'd taken to the idea faster that Kasoria had to being a father, or at least one admitted in words.
"Now... you're going to be eleven arcs old this year. So that's still five arcs to go before you can go to cadet soon. But!" He threw up a finger before the inevitable complaining could begin. "If you show you're of good standing, and-"
"What's that mean?"
"Means if you stay out of trouble. Anyway, if you're of good standing, and you train, and you're smart, they might take you an arc early."
He was expecting another outpouring of excitement, and yet his son just followed his gaze out into nothing. The air and sky between where they sat. But he could see the boy thinking, frowning as if this was yet another knotty arithmetic problem, like the kind he so hated. Such a serious expression on such a young face. Pinching chubby features together as he worked his closed lips from side to side.
"That's... a long time to wait."
"It just seems that way. But you won't be doing nothing during that time. I'll help you train. Teach you some things I learned in the Black Guard."
"Really?!" Ah, there was that excitement. Returning full bore and with friends to back it up. "Like-Like-Like sword fighting? And marching? And... stuff?!"
Again the killer laughed, not thinking on how long it had been since he'd shown such real, honest mirth with anyone before. Some dark corner of his mind told him he was being a fool; that this wasn't natural, wasn't right, wasn't who he was. He ignored it as a fuzzy white lump ambled over to him, and he petted Rufus, who seemed to have forgiven him.
"Stuff. Lots of stuff. But mostly how to fight properly. With a sword." He paused as Martyn's gaze snapped down and noticed a quite obvious... well, absence. "I don't have it on me, boy! It's back with my things."
"Can we practice today? Before you-"
"No." Iron suddenly shot through his words. No longer cajoling or convincing, now they were a drawbridge dropped in front of all alternate topics. He wagged a finger in the boy's face as he spoke. "You broke into the smithy. You stole his sword. You got caught. All bad things, so as punishment, you don't train with me this time. But-"
"Awwww, but father, come-"
"Enough!"
A family of starlings flew up as his bark ripped through the air, squawking as they went. Martyn's gaze dropped right away, shoulders hunched up as if expecting a blow. It wasn't hard for Kasoria to channel his father: how many times had the old man raged and railed at him, often prior to sliding off his belt? Plenty of times. Enough for him to remember that tone, that steel-shod pitch of do-not-fucking-argue-with-me.
Nice to know some things get passed on.
"... but you can see it before I go."
"... really?"
"Aye. Now let's get going."
Father and son rose from the clover, fresh and new and bright under the dying suns. By the time they left the hill behind, Rufus scampering around them both, the twin silver coins of the moon were rising high. The sunlight struck their backs one more time - one small, restless, all the speed and fire of youth packed into one little package; the other, older, taller, but not by much, moving with the easy grace of a predator - and then they winked out behind the hill.
Night fell, and their time was over.
[/googlefont]"You found out by listening, didn't you?"
"Found what out?"
Kasoria made a face that suggested he wasn't impressed by the efforts of a child, attempting to bamboozle him. Martyn scratched the back of his neck and looked away, but eventually he sighed and faced his father again. The boy learned quickly.
"... yes."
"Top of the stairs, hmm?" Now Martyn gave him a look like he was some sort of wizard, and Kasoria couldn't help but chuckle. "Last night, when me and your mother were talking. As I left, I heard your door close." He leaned forward, voice dropping a conspiratorial octave. "Next time, just freeze where you are. Less chance of someone spotting you, if you're already hidden."
"I... ok-"
"Not that you'll be eavesdropping anymore, hmm?"
"Oh... no, no, of course not... father."
The word... it was like the breeze that followed it. A breath of air given sound, but it was finally real. It buzzed against his ear and wormed its way into his mind as they sat under the tree. Looking down at Westguard, readying themselves for the walk back home. Now the suggestion of night had become a promise. Kasoria saw tiny figures, bustling or ambling, walking or trotting or cantering, animal and man alike and he cared for none of them. He could have stayed on that hill for an age, with his son, in that tiny space and time where they could be just that to each other.
But it could not last. Night was falling.
"I'll make you a deal... son," he said, and tried not to stumble over the word. Nor the fact he'd never said it out loud before. "You stay on your best behavior, you stay out of trouble..."
His mouth was suddenly so dry. He'd been mulling over the problem for long since before they'd got to the hill that trial. The boy wanted to be a soldier now, and a bard a season or so before... who was to say what his fancy would turn to in another season, or arc? But who the boy would become was beginning to harden, and Kasoria could see that. He was an arc or two away from that turbulent, terrible time when all the strength and drive and ambitions of manhood would be thrust into him at once. Not just making him taller and stronger, but more reckless, more ill-tempered.
Without a direction for that, he feared what would happen to his son. So... yes... he made his decision.
"... we'll see about you becoming a soldier."
For a few moments, he assumed the boy had run off. There was nothing but sharp silence and when he looked over, well, he wasn't gone, but he might as well have been. Young, soft features were hung slack in shock. Rufus had perked up and was looking quizzically at his human, wondering if something had gone dark in his primitive primate mind. Finally there was a rush of air into small lungs and Kasoria started talking a moment too late-
"Now, that's only-"
"Really? You mean it?!"
"Yes, I do, but list-"
"I promise I'll be god I really will I won't get in any trouble-"
"Marty?!"
The boy's jaw snapped shut. Rufus' ears dropped. Kasoria cleared his throat and gestured for the boy to sit. He scampered over and sat next to Kasoria, looking up at him in that unnerving, trusting way children always do at their parents. He'd taken to the idea faster that Kasoria had to being a father, or at least one admitted in words.
"Now... you're going to be eleven arcs old this year. So that's still five arcs to go before you can go to cadet soon. But!" He threw up a finger before the inevitable complaining could begin. "If you show you're of good standing, and-"
"What's that mean?"
"Means if you stay out of trouble. Anyway, if you're of good standing, and you train, and you're smart, they might take you an arc early."
He was expecting another outpouring of excitement, and yet his son just followed his gaze out into nothing. The air and sky between where they sat. But he could see the boy thinking, frowning as if this was yet another knotty arithmetic problem, like the kind he so hated. Such a serious expression on such a young face. Pinching chubby features together as he worked his closed lips from side to side.
"That's... a long time to wait."
"It just seems that way. But you won't be doing nothing during that time. I'll help you train. Teach you some things I learned in the Black Guard."
"Really?!" Ah, there was that excitement. Returning full bore and with friends to back it up. "Like-Like-Like sword fighting? And marching? And... stuff?!"
Again the killer laughed, not thinking on how long it had been since he'd shown such real, honest mirth with anyone before. Some dark corner of his mind told him he was being a fool; that this wasn't natural, wasn't right, wasn't who he was. He ignored it as a fuzzy white lump ambled over to him, and he petted Rufus, who seemed to have forgiven him.
"Stuff. Lots of stuff. But mostly how to fight properly. With a sword." He paused as Martyn's gaze snapped down and noticed a quite obvious... well, absence. "I don't have it on me, boy! It's back with my things."
"Can we practice today? Before you-"
"No." Iron suddenly shot through his words. No longer cajoling or convincing, now they were a drawbridge dropped in front of all alternate topics. He wagged a finger in the boy's face as he spoke. "You broke into the smithy. You stole his sword. You got caught. All bad things, so as punishment, you don't train with me this time. But-"
"Awwww, but father, come-"
"Enough!"
A family of starlings flew up as his bark ripped through the air, squawking as they went. Martyn's gaze dropped right away, shoulders hunched up as if expecting a blow. It wasn't hard for Kasoria to channel his father: how many times had the old man raged and railed at him, often prior to sliding off his belt? Plenty of times. Enough for him to remember that tone, that steel-shod pitch of do-not-fucking-argue-with-me.
Nice to know some things get passed on.
"... but you can see it before I go."
"... really?"
"Aye. Now let's get going."
Father and son rose from the clover, fresh and new and bright under the dying suns. By the time they left the hill behind, Rufus scampering around them both, the twin silver coins of the moon were rising high. The sunlight struck their backs one more time - one small, restless, all the speed and fire of youth packed into one little package; the other, older, taller, but not by much, moving with the easy grace of a predator - and then they winked out behind the hill.
Night fell, and their time was over.



