☠ Ashan 30, 719, Mayhaply ☠
☠ Mood: Confused - Panicked
☠ Company: Endless "Cervantez" Thralls
☠ Current Thought: Let me Free you then
☠ Current Theme:
Bury Me Low
☠ Attire: Normal Body
"Common Speech"
"Xantheon Speech"
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As he thought, it was foolish to heed the hunger of flaying. He had been warned so many time about such a thing, the addiction to it. He could feel his spark devouring the conflicting energies as they clashed within him. He fell to his knees as the power writhed within him.
What could he do? He had no way of knowing the best possible route, not knowing how to pass this trial he had to undergo. There was so much information he hadn't learned before coming into this that
"Why do I need to do this trial?"
he whispered, hands clutching at his bare chest.
In those agonizing moments, something whispered into his ear. It was a voice, clear and ethereal all at once, and it answered him.
"To determine that you’re strong enough to become pure." it said, this voice. The necromancer's eyes shot open when he heard it, looking to the skeletons shambling about, as they fell apart and reformed when making contact with one another.
He looked around for the source but felt his soul echoing far more than it had been during all this. he could only surmise it was his spark that spoke, as the thralls before him had no semblance of intelligence.
"Why do all of the thralls look like people I know?"
he asked, looking to the skeletal forms as they were now.
"Because they were formed by you." it responded, which raised on brow on the necromancer's face.
He had made them? How could that be the case when he clearly saw them form on their own, from the light of the dark & light orbs that now swelled and raged within his being. It all still wasn't making sense so his inquiries continued.
"I did that? I created them?"
he asked to which another swift and ethereal response came.
"Yes you created them"
That meant that someway somehow, he had sway over this place as a whole. Could he shape this place to his will now? Just what did it mean?
"What is this place?"
he asked, and the answer that came was not what he was hoping to hear.
"This is my prison." those words felt like an immortal punched him in the gut, as he felt his heart stop a bit. This was his sparks prison? Is that why he felt so calm in front of the portal?
"Have you had your fill of this energy, it hurts?"
he asked as the pain was growing in intensity.
"I don’t need the energy, you do." an answer that caused a brow to rise on the necromancer. Just what did it mean by than?
"What am suppose to do with it then, this energy?"
he inquired further.
"That’s part of the trial." It was? That didnt help him figure out what to do, however.
"What happens if i unleash this energy, let it flow over this place?"
he asked hoping his spark would give him a feasable answer.
"Part of your trial is figuring this out." Well that was just great, but knowing he had some control in some way over these thralls was a good thing.
In all honesty, this wasn't sounding any good to him, but he had more questions now that a channel of communication was open between him and his spark.
"If I'm the key, what happens to you when I unlock the door?"
he asked, not wanting to know the answer, but his curiosity getting the better of him.
"I go back to where I belong." Where it belongs?
"Where is it you belong?"
the answer coming quick after being asked.
"With the great spirit." There was a great spirit? His spark wanted to return to this entity, to leave him.
"You know me, I need more detail than this, what am i not seeing here?"
it seemed to sigh a bit before answering.
"You’ve found balance, now you need to find your purpose." It wasnt an answer he was expecting, bt he felt a little better knowing he at least acheived something during this ordeal.
"My Purpose huh?"
he mumbled to himself, but his spark answered anyway
"Yes"
"What happens to me If you leave me? We've been together for so long?"
he asked, clenching his chest tighter as the energy swelled.
"I won’t leave you if you complete this. If you do, I can never leave you." That sounded contradictory to its earlier statements of wanting to be with the great spirit.
"What happens to this place, to me, once you return to wherever it is you belong?"
the necromancer asked.
"It will be with you. You will be free of here. " Cervantez wasn't sure what it meant by that, was it trying to say that he'd always remember this place?
"What happens to me If you leave me? We've been together for so long?"
tears were forming on his face, odd given he had flaming orb for eyes now, as he didnt even want to know the answer to it. It hurt enough knowing he was holding the key to setting his spark free of this place, this prison as it was called.
"I have loved every moment of it. We need to do this. Together." it answered, which caused tears of joy to flow. He was glad his spark was happy while with him, which made his next decision even more clear now.
He found his purpose at that moment. He knew that his goal wouldn't change. He wanted to make a place safe for others like him, for other mages. He was certain a place like that would be welcomed and appreciated among his kind. It would serve as a bridge to help others not like them to understand magic and see the good it can do. Even if he didn't have a spark, if he released it, his goal would still remain the same. So he knew his purpose now, and it was time to finish this trial.
"yes, i do think its time we finish this."
he noted as he stood up. he allowed a few more tears to fall before wiping them and holding out both hands. In his left, he focused and channeled the white energy and in his right hand came to dark. Bring both together he watched as the became one and swirled in a vortex of black and white, dark and light.
"Its time you went home old friend, to be free of this place. Know I'll cherish every memory I have of our time together and you will be dearly missed."
he spoke plunging both hands with the energy into the ground.
"As for this place, I will use this energy inside me to unlock the prison, so go and return to where it is you belong old friend."
he spoke allowing the energy within him to flow over the place, focusing on unlocking whatever door was holding his spark here. If he was the key, if he needed the energy, then he'd use it to unlock the door.
He was content in losing his park now that he finally had found what his purpose was, this energy would help fuel that purpose. Marriate would be happy to know her student final found his ambition. ☠