85th of Ashan, Arc 718
Follow-up to this thread.
Tana had died. Molested by the cruel ministrations of a Revenant in her final hours, she had been sent withering into the plateau of death. Alistair felt, ultimately, justified in his actions . . . no matter how crude they had been, and how greatly she suffered. He would have done the same to any of them - all of them - including the one who had previously uncovered the erroneous actions of the Laysisters of Mercy, who now clung at his side like a leashed animal.
None of them, ultimately, mattered to him. It was - again - his observance of their actions among the great extremities that brought him to remain. Now that he thought of it, Alistair's first meeting of Syroa had followed after similar procedures. He had begun to put El'ganneth Rhovanion to the test, his great serum for providing mortals some glimpse at immortality, and totally stalling the progress of virulent disease. His experiments had been bloody and brutal - he had created monsters, who cannibalized one another, initially poor Dust Quarter dissidents who wanted nothing more but to receive treatment for their wilting state of being.
He watched their minds and bodies change, and in the case of their minds, a total degradation of their cognitive faculties. The tests in creating his crude preservation serum had been far more brutal than his Laysister Reunion, and those actions had been what initially lured Syroa into his chambers, where she'd raked the image of wings across his back, and had awakened emotion within his previously stoic psychopathy.
This was a return to normalcy. These actions. As immoral as he was acting, he felt right in doing so, goaded by what he perceived to be his own positive development. Though he had never been filled with more sorrow than in these trials since becoming a Sesser, he had equally never known such joy.
Follow-up to this thread.
Tana had died. Molested by the cruel ministrations of a Revenant in her final hours, she had been sent withering into the plateau of death. Alistair felt, ultimately, justified in his actions . . . no matter how crude they had been, and how greatly she suffered. He would have done the same to any of them - all of them - including the one who had previously uncovered the erroneous actions of the Laysisters of Mercy, who now clung at his side like a leashed animal.
None of them, ultimately, mattered to him. It was - again - his observance of their actions among the great extremities that brought him to remain. Now that he thought of it, Alistair's first meeting of Syroa had followed after similar procedures. He had begun to put El'ganneth Rhovanion to the test, his great serum for providing mortals some glimpse at immortality, and totally stalling the progress of virulent disease. His experiments had been bloody and brutal - he had created monsters, who cannibalized one another, initially poor Dust Quarter dissidents who wanted nothing more but to receive treatment for their wilting state of being.
He watched their minds and bodies change, and in the case of their minds, a total degradation of their cognitive faculties. The tests in creating his crude preservation serum had been far more brutal than his Laysister Reunion, and those actions had been what initially lured Syroa into his chambers, where she'd raked the image of wings across his back, and had awakened emotion within his previously stoic psychopathy.
This was a return to normalcy. These actions. As immoral as he was acting, he felt right in doing so, goaded by what he perceived to be his own positive development. Though he had never been filled with more sorrow than in these trials since becoming a Sesser, he had equally never known such joy.

