Ashan 75, Arc 719
The Underway.For a long time, he had strayed from the thought of stepping through its corridors - broken and wrought with destitute fragments of the old - for fear of the retribution his curiosity may behold upon his life outside.
But with all that had occurred of late, those feelings had since changed.
Alistair no longer cared much for the Quacian regime, nor their law and order nor their perspective. They had no control over the titanic monstrosity of their fallen, underground Kingdom, and could never find him if he ever managed to break through the initial gaps of the Underway's tunnels. Knowing that he was soon to leave the Southern Continent for a long time, there was little in the way of hesitation when it came to exploring this inverted, collapsed-upon realm. Alistair knew that within lied magical secrets, artefacts of the old and inscriptions that detailed rituals and spells many had thought long lost. Like Sheor, Quacia had once been an Empire of magic that had pressed beyond what limitations scholars knew today.
And in the wake of... everything that had occurred, there was little more that Alistair sought but knowledge, and magic, and power. He had lost everything else that had made life worth living, and so within the iron grip of solitude the mage had begun to seek meaning elsewhere. He thought - perhaps wrongly - that these tunnels would provide him with a path forward. Some sort of... inkling on what could be done next, now that he felt he'd mastered his body, spark and mind as much as he feasibly could. Alistair had truly become a titan of late, of proportions he knew to be unknown to others. Yet as a man who sought and sought, and never stopped in seeking, meeting with such a milestone was anything but good and well.
He had become restless in his pursuit. As restless as the thralls that followed after him, unable to find peace in the stirred madness of their minds.
There always had to be more. More... than this. Despite what greatness he had achieved, he had proven unable to acquire the things that he sought. Even love felt beyond him; for though he had Kaelrik, he had lost Fridgar and Zarik to feelings of loathing, jealousy and mistrust. If he were a God - truly one - then he would not be vulnerable to such loss. He could compel minds to desire him and bring them joy, whether created naturally or otherwise.
Alistair was tired of the fragility of who he was. And in the Underway, he sought answers - discovery for what more he could become... if only he was willing to delve dark into a place from which none ever came back.
