49 Ashan 719
It’d been a trial since Zarik last practiced his domain of Transmogrification, or Becoming, but he couldn’t rest. He had to keep pushing himself, not only for the thrill of his first spark - which demanded him to keep extending himself beyond his boundaries of comfort - but for the sake of his husband and the promise of their family. His husband had already waited for several trials, how could he feasibly make him wait any more than that?So Zarik held onto his satchel which housed his book, his journal, and a couple scratch-pens to write down his findings. Lucretia was busy with her spark’s compulsion to draft a treatise on theory so she couldn’t observe him totrial.
He climbed up to a rooftop, and the Revenant followed at his heels like usual, never letting him have a moment’s peace outside of the estate. Zarik found a nice flat surface area anyway. It was private, and hopefully, no one would be able to see him up here… as he wouldn’t be dressed for much longer.
Zarik knew exactly what he wanted to do… or try… even though he wasn’t sure about whether he’d actually be able to see it through. He set the journal on the ground of the stone roof, flipped it open, and held a finger at the page: Devour.
Briefly, he wondered if he’d be able to Devour Devin… but he didn’t want to try. So he looked around to what he had considered. Here on the rooftop, he could find rats or mice or… he watched as a raven landed on the parapet: birds.
The biqaj slowly shut his journal. He lowered his body and crouched forward, slowly… slowly… he just need a portion of the wing or… Zarik noticed the wings spread and he reached forward…
…but it was too late. The bird took flight. He watched as it drifted away. Zarik sighed. He didn’t know if he’d be able to bite into such a creature anyway, or at all. It seemed kind of gross and unsettling. What about disease? Wouldn’t he get sick from chewing on blood and bone and feathers?
He couldn’t do it.
Zarik couldn’t eat, or harm, another living creature just so he could transform into them.
The young mage returned to his journal. He opened it and flipped through the pages. He would practice something else… and he spoke to himself - or to the Revenant who didn’t pay much attention - “Perhaps I should practice something more relevant, anyway.”
A mutter sounded from the thrall, something pointless and about a life long gone for the undead man. Zarik ignored it. He’d gotten very good at ignoring such mutters and comments.
