Ymiden 8th. The Beyond.
Continues from here.
The Gateway, the one marker of the edge of the Untold, dwindled slowly behind them. It was difficult to explain how he could tell the borders between the different dimensions, but it was something one could feel more than they could ever see. If the Veil had been wild and frantic, and the Untold utterly overwhelming, then the Beyond should have been incomprehensible. Perhaps it was. To him, it felt like the eye of a storm. A place so deep in the wild, it turned eerily quiet and peaceful once more. Perhaps it was the Stream, that Tio's boat didn't so much as float upon as a traditional boat might, than sit directly in the middle of. The wild energies that made up the Stream created a bubble aboard the deck, stopping just short of brushing the crow's nest, while wisps caught the sails and hull to force it along its winding path. Before, every time he inhaled, his nose would be assaulted by wild and varied combinations of scents that often contradicted one-another; on some occasions becoming such a foul concoction that it made his eyes water, though most times he could never pick out the one thing in particular that caused it. Here, there was something dark, wet and metallic in the air. Like a cave, ancient and mysterious, but without a drop of life.
"So now it's just a straight shot to the Great Beyond, right?" Squeak asked the gathered circle of animals, sat at the prow of the ship facing inwards.
Greyhide, to Nir'weis left, pursed his lips. "Tio said that it should get us where we need to go, but it's not exactly direct." Which could mean anything, in a place like this. However, it also made it the best shot they had. Well, second-best. Sage had grown a pair of deer-like antlers, only the branches swept in elaborate and perfectly-mirrored curls, creating a surreal headpiece that seemed to bend and flex with every turn of his head. It was one of those ways that he knew was a trick of the light, and yet his eyes kept seeing it anyway.
"It's still the safest and the most secure bet we have at the moment, so there's no point trying to debate a way out of it. No matter how you might feel about the ship's captain," Myrth said dryly, aiming most of her barely-concealed mirth back at Greyhide, and the leftovers at Nir. "Unless you have an ulterior meaning behind calling this."
Cold and Greyhide both opened their mouths to respond at the same time, but it was Nir'wei that responded personally to that. "This isn't just about where we go from here. One way or another, at the end of this will be the Great Beyond. And... well, we still don't even know what we're meant to be doing when we get there. If anything." Vri had given them no other objective than to 'find the Great Beyond' and then, presumably, something would happen - but surely they'd need to do something to allow him access once again? Or were they supposed to go inside? Or...
"And sitting here and talking amongst ourselves is supposed to resolve that? I don't see Vri here," Myrth said, earning a barely-concealed chuckle from Squeak.
Couldn't they see why this was important? Did they not get it?"Okay. You got me. I have absolutely no idea what we're about to meet and I have no idea how to prepare for it but oh, goodness, how terrible of me to want to at least do something to prepare for it, because last time this exact thing happened, you know exactly what happened." The venom in his voice surprised even him, and the deadly silence that followed only amplified the impact of the statement. None of them could meet his eyes. Least of all Myrth.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that," she replied in a soft voice.
"It doesn't matter." He stood up from the circle, passing one last glance over the eight others that made it, only seven privy to the conversation when he excluded Sage. "Greyhide, I'm taking over the bow seat. Have a break." The others slowly broke off, finding their own little pockets for hushed conversations. Despite their muted quality, like hearing them underwater, the gentle din of conversation followed him wherever he went, even as he hopped up to the front of the ship and sat on his haunches, like a furry figurehead.
After a few moments, he became aware that not everyone in the audience had dispelled. "Nir'wei, you know you could have said something," Cyshe began to say in a small voice filled with concern, but quickly edging its way to a more stern and matronly voice that he knew was on the cusp of telling him to play nice with the other boys, before he cut in with a sharp note that reduced her to silence. "Please. I'd like to be alone with my thoughts, for now." The little water-spirit nodded and zipped off to find someone else to pester, but he knew that she'd be listening in on him. They all were, always. There was no such thing as being 'alone in his thoughts' when there were seven other beings able to feel them too.
"Lavender." Emea was a place of untapped and wild possibility, like a whole dimension of unformed clay. It waited for someone or something to shape it... and he'd found that by thinking, imagining what it was he wanted at that moment - not just the generals, but everything he knew, the way the individual petals layered over one-another, that one memory several arcs ago in the heat of Saun, walking along a dirty track with several sprouts poking from between the cracks of an old stone wall... he could almost... there. The scent of lavender filled his senses, so close he could almost feel the pollen tickling the pad of his wet nose.
It was the one thing that eased his aching, homesick heart. Worn in many invisible ways by their trial at the Gateway. All those memories of Idalos, of his life up until this moment. All the memories of his home; a place he couldn't return to. Perhaps not ever. He was a wolf now, wasn't he? And dead, to boot. He didn't even know how long it had been since he died, was it just a few days? A season? More? How much would have changed if he returned? If he returned. What could he even return as? The thoughts were spinning, reeling, squeezing deep in his chest with a cold, heavy hand until the breath wheezed from his lips and the dog slumped in place, tears streaking down the bridge of his muzzle while he choked back helpless sobs. Who could he call for? Faith? Karem? His mother? No, there were none that could hear, none that could answer. None that mattered. Soft, muffled sobs racked his body until his lungs burned for air, and tears dripped over Tio's deck as the wolf took the only comfort he was left with. The sweet scent of blooming lavender.
Continues from here.
The Gateway, the one marker of the edge of the Untold, dwindled slowly behind them. It was difficult to explain how he could tell the borders between the different dimensions, but it was something one could feel more than they could ever see. If the Veil had been wild and frantic, and the Untold utterly overwhelming, then the Beyond should have been incomprehensible. Perhaps it was. To him, it felt like the eye of a storm. A place so deep in the wild, it turned eerily quiet and peaceful once more. Perhaps it was the Stream, that Tio's boat didn't so much as float upon as a traditional boat might, than sit directly in the middle of. The wild energies that made up the Stream created a bubble aboard the deck, stopping just short of brushing the crow's nest, while wisps caught the sails and hull to force it along its winding path. Before, every time he inhaled, his nose would be assaulted by wild and varied combinations of scents that often contradicted one-another; on some occasions becoming such a foul concoction that it made his eyes water, though most times he could never pick out the one thing in particular that caused it. Here, there was something dark, wet and metallic in the air. Like a cave, ancient and mysterious, but without a drop of life.
"So now it's just a straight shot to the Great Beyond, right?" Squeak asked the gathered circle of animals, sat at the prow of the ship facing inwards.
Greyhide, to Nir'weis left, pursed his lips. "Tio said that it should get us where we need to go, but it's not exactly direct." Which could mean anything, in a place like this. However, it also made it the best shot they had. Well, second-best. Sage had grown a pair of deer-like antlers, only the branches swept in elaborate and perfectly-mirrored curls, creating a surreal headpiece that seemed to bend and flex with every turn of his head. It was one of those ways that he knew was a trick of the light, and yet his eyes kept seeing it anyway.
"It's still the safest and the most secure bet we have at the moment, so there's no point trying to debate a way out of it. No matter how you might feel about the ship's captain," Myrth said dryly, aiming most of her barely-concealed mirth back at Greyhide, and the leftovers at Nir. "Unless you have an ulterior meaning behind calling this."
Cold and Greyhide both opened their mouths to respond at the same time, but it was Nir'wei that responded personally to that. "This isn't just about where we go from here. One way or another, at the end of this will be the Great Beyond. And... well, we still don't even know what we're meant to be doing when we get there. If anything." Vri had given them no other objective than to 'find the Great Beyond' and then, presumably, something would happen - but surely they'd need to do something to allow him access once again? Or were they supposed to go inside? Or...
"And sitting here and talking amongst ourselves is supposed to resolve that? I don't see Vri here," Myrth said, earning a barely-concealed chuckle from Squeak.
Couldn't they see why this was important? Did they not get it?"Okay. You got me. I have absolutely no idea what we're about to meet and I have no idea how to prepare for it but oh, goodness, how terrible of me to want to at least do something to prepare for it, because last time this exact thing happened, you know exactly what happened." The venom in his voice surprised even him, and the deadly silence that followed only amplified the impact of the statement. None of them could meet his eyes. Least of all Myrth.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that," she replied in a soft voice.
"It doesn't matter." He stood up from the circle, passing one last glance over the eight others that made it, only seven privy to the conversation when he excluded Sage. "Greyhide, I'm taking over the bow seat. Have a break." The others slowly broke off, finding their own little pockets for hushed conversations. Despite their muted quality, like hearing them underwater, the gentle din of conversation followed him wherever he went, even as he hopped up to the front of the ship and sat on his haunches, like a furry figurehead.
After a few moments, he became aware that not everyone in the audience had dispelled. "Nir'wei, you know you could have said something," Cyshe began to say in a small voice filled with concern, but quickly edging its way to a more stern and matronly voice that he knew was on the cusp of telling him to play nice with the other boys, before he cut in with a sharp note that reduced her to silence. "Please. I'd like to be alone with my thoughts, for now." The little water-spirit nodded and zipped off to find someone else to pester, but he knew that she'd be listening in on him. They all were, always. There was no such thing as being 'alone in his thoughts' when there were seven other beings able to feel them too.
"Lavender." Emea was a place of untapped and wild possibility, like a whole dimension of unformed clay. It waited for someone or something to shape it... and he'd found that by thinking, imagining what it was he wanted at that moment - not just the generals, but everything he knew, the way the individual petals layered over one-another, that one memory several arcs ago in the heat of Saun, walking along a dirty track with several sprouts poking from between the cracks of an old stone wall... he could almost... there. The scent of lavender filled his senses, so close he could almost feel the pollen tickling the pad of his wet nose.
It was the one thing that eased his aching, homesick heart. Worn in many invisible ways by their trial at the Gateway. All those memories of Idalos, of his life up until this moment. All the memories of his home; a place he couldn't return to. Perhaps not ever. He was a wolf now, wasn't he? And dead, to boot. He didn't even know how long it had been since he died, was it just a few days? A season? More? How much would have changed if he returned? If he returned. What could he even return as? The thoughts were spinning, reeling, squeezing deep in his chest with a cold, heavy hand until the breath wheezed from his lips and the dog slumped in place, tears streaking down the bridge of his muzzle while he choked back helpless sobs. Who could he call for? Faith? Karem? His mother? No, there were none that could hear, none that could answer. None that mattered. Soft, muffled sobs racked his body until his lungs burned for air, and tears dripped over Tio's deck as the wolf took the only comfort he was left with. The sweet scent of blooming lavender.






