"What if I fall?"
Oh but darling
What if you fly?
Oh but darling
What if you fly?
55th of Vhalar, 717
- Navyri sat still, poised in front of mirror, the small ship lightly shifting upon the smooth waves. She had been skeptical about the process, but tried to hear the voice… The voice from the Misty Miasma. The man.
We all make our sacrifices. I made mine, you yours, he his.
She had heard him as clear as day. Not Belaera, not Garizma.
Something else… Someone else.
The Naerikk cleared her mind, darkening it with inky black like the shadows she was so used to. She imagined herself in the void, calling out, (Hello?) Curio gave her a faint tug on their mental connection, and while she was pleased, she pushed him aside momentarily. It was not the response she was hoping for and she kept searching. Still shadows surrounded her subconcious, and she heard no response.
Had she imagined it?
Had she…
No. Everything there was as real as here. She had awoken in her bed, but she still had the Shrivma’s teeth. She had the marking upon her arm, like molten red chains stamped upon her skin, weaving between the swaying feathers of Delroth’s blessing and up to her shoulder. She… she had wings. Powerful and enormous - pearlescent with dashes of crimson, reflecting the light in a manner that felt… ethereal.
It was real. All of it.
She took steady breaths, inhaling through her nose and exhaling through her mouth as she had once been taught, (Are you there?)
Nothing.
Into the darkness of her mind she searched, imagining stepping over the teether she held to Curio and wandered past memories of her childhood. Into the caves she retreated, prowling like a shadow upon the floor in search of who she sought. Someone had been in her mind… She had felt it. And even now, since returning… It hadn’t felt the same. Something was here. Someone…
(Where are you?) Her voice echoed in her own mind, and she struggled to keep her own thoughts at bay, (Will you hide forever?) For bits she sat motionless, her physical body a statue and her eyes closed. She concentrated on the quiet… On finding this other half, when…
The sound of footsteps above deck tore her from her reverie. They were soft and quiet, but they still caused her eyes to fly open, and the Naerikk jerked back at the image reflected in the mirror. She gave a shuddering gasp, trying to pull back, her wings - mighty and uncontrolled whipped outward and knocked over the bag she kept nearby - sending the contents scattering to the floor. It was not the unknown person on her ship that had scared her - but her own reflection.
The woman staring back at her in the mirror was not her. She was unrecognizable. Skin like white porcelain, her complexion was no longer lightly tanned or sprinkled with the occasional freckle. Her eyes were not blue. They were purple, with no irises - no end. Depthless. The Naer reached out, gripping the mirror and turning her head, analyzing it from every angle. The imposter followed her seamlessly. This… this was her. But what of her illusion? What trickery was this?
The footsteps were coming down the stairs to her cabin and a knock resounded on the door. Navyri jumped to her feet, yanking the items that had fallen to the floor and shoving them back in the sack, her hands and feet still the same. Her wings almost got caught in a net hanging on the wall, and she had to pull them close to her body, still unfamiliar with their control. How… how was she supposed to fly?
Slowly her emotions seemed to deafen as logic took over. She started to move effeciently, and considered the possibilities. Who was here? A friend? No. No friends. An enemy? Likely. Beleara?
Navyri shuddered and tried to find something to hide her wings and yet the best she had was a sheet that she draped across her shoulders and bare chest. Unless she found a seamstress, wearing her old blouse would simply be out of the question. Casting aside the mirror, it fell upon her hammock, swinging the tired sling. Finally, she reached into her desk drawer and produced a dagger, creeping to the door in response.
There was no telling what was behind the barrier, and since her last mission… Well, Navyri wasn’t sure if she was ready for what it could be. She held the blade close, reaching for the handle and took a deep breath. Turning the knob, the door was opened, stopped only by the chain lock while the changed Naerikk peered in paranoia at the visitor, “Ye-”
The words died in her throat, and she stared at the half breed with little emotion, although a part of her, well hidden, would have dropped the dagger from fear if in control.
“Can I help you?” Navyri’s free hand barely wrapped around the opening, her sharp claws visible in the moonlight. The room behind her was only dimly lit by a few candles, and she looked up at the leader Marrow had previously tried to introduce. Did he recognize her? She certainly did him, even without the parrot facade. It seemed Delroth had lost interest.
Now… why was he here now?
