1st of Zi'da, 716
Docks, Rharne
This had been a great way to start her new life in a new city. Broke, alone, and lost. She had spent the afternoon yesterday attempting to track down the two men that had 'accidentally collided' with her. The collision had turned out to be a ruse to rob the visitor. She had lost the few nel that she had left to the conniving bastards. When the docks had cleared, she had been left alone. Unable to afford a room for the evening, she had taken to a covered stoop, expecting that would be good enough. Not a break later, she had been shuttled away from the doorway. Apparently having a homeless person on ones stoop was not welcomed. She wandered the docks for another break or so as the sun continued to set. Zvezdana had considered laying on the beach beneath the pier, but she noticed the tide coming in shortly after that thought came to mind. She elected not to add drowning to her list of miseries this night. Docks, Rharne
So, she had found a dark, scary alley in which to lay down behind a barrel. It was by far the worst night's sleep she had gotten in her entire life. Riddled by the same nightmare that she had had back in the forest, after the second Sessfiend appearance, she had tossed and turned beneath the cloak on the hard cobblestone. The baby kicked grumpily throughout the night. Sleep was fleeting, and dawn seemed to take an eternity to come. When life came to the docks, the exhausted mother-to-be was there at the edge of the alley, huddled beneath her red cloak.
Had you asked Zvezdana seasons before whether or not she would ever become a beggar, she might have laughed in your face. What a funny joke that would have been! Born to a baron and baroness, with every desire given to her by request, no one would believe that it was Zvezdana sitting there at the edge of the alley. Resolve and hope were crumbling within her, and she began to rock back and forth anxiously. Clearly, she was going to die if she didn't do something.
Must survive.
Zvezdana glared inwardly. So, the beast wanted her to do something so that it would survive to see another day in the mortal world? That made her despise what she was about to do even more. Tense and angry, Zvezdana stuck her hand outside of her cloak, palm up. It felt wrong, to beg, but it was all she could do. She deserved better than this. She wanted to be better than this! For Seven's sake, she deserved to be sitting on a throne with servants around her tending to her every need. Instead, she was sitting on the edge of a gutter, begging for scraps.
"Please, do you have spare nel?"

